Talk things trough... First time, when From smileyface Max to sick-twisted bastard... time was February 2008 when

From smileyface Max to sick-twisted bastard... ¤Joel¤ pühapäeval, 16. nov. 2008., kell 20:24:02 Boo-hoo right. Ok let's talk these things trough... First time, when I heard from you was December 2007. Then next time was February 2008 when you came to talk to me, because I asked you. First time you told, that you won´t come back for a long time, but next day you started to talk with me. I was slightly supprised. And then started the long chatty nights with you. Sometimes you were the person, who hold me awake and sometimes I held you up. It was fun, atleast that you have to admit. You and I started to talk more and more and I can say, that I got attached to you. Sometimes waited you to come in and et cetera . And that was due the reason, that anyone have never speak with me that long time. First time, when I met you, something new happened with me that had never happened before. I cought butterflies in my stomach. It was a wonderful feeling until I messed all up by provoking you to meet me again. You knew that it would make thing more difficult and thats why you always sent me off. Of course I was disappointed every time after that. But then I heard the reason, that I thought was the reason for all of that. I was dissapointed of myself. I called you and when you answered''No mis on!'' Then I tought that I was right. And something bad happened in me. Later at that day I went to my new house,which is still in contruction, and I took hammer and crowbar and started to pull down one wall. At that time it was a good feeling, but after that I felt myself so bad. You alread Kodulehe tegemine paket kraft prossid ja ehted pross

From smileyface Max to sick-twisted bastard...

Ok let's talk these things trough... First time, when I heard from you was December 2007. Then next time was February 2008 when you came to talk to me, because I asked you. First time you told, that you won´t come back for a long time, but next day you started to talk with me. I was slightly supprised. And then started the long chatty nights with you. Sometimes you were the person, who hold me awake and sometimes I held you up. It was fun, atleast that you have to admit. You and I started to talk more and more and I can say, that I got attached to you. Sometimes waited you to come in and et cetera. And that was due the reason, that anyone have never speak with me that long time. First time, when I met you, something new happened with me that had never happened before. I cought butterflies in my stomach. It was a wonderful feeling until I messed all up by provoking you to meet me again. You knew that it would make thing more difficult and thats why you always sent me off. Of course I was disappointed every time after that. But then I heard the reason, that I thought was the reason for all of that. I was dissapointed of myself. I called you and when you answered''No mis on!'' Then I tought that I was right. And something bad happened in me. Later at that day I went to my new house,which is still in contruction, and I took hammer and crowbar and started to pull down one wall. At that time it was a good feeling, but after that I felt myself so bad. You already knew, that I was fainthearted... I got depressed. And then happened something that I didn't expect. I saw you at Reformierakonds party. I thought, that I can let myself loose there, but I didn't. I almost can say you ruined that party, but still I don't accuse you... I accused myself. Some time after that I thought I got everything back to row, but I had mistaken. At that party I met Kadri and Laura, who were I can say The Nicest people I know. I spent a lot of time with them, sightseed Mustamäe and one time met you. You probably though that I was following you, but it wasn't so. Coincidentally we walked to Männi park and then Laura saw you. Of course I wanted to say hello to you and that I did. You, on your reasons, of course ran away. Some time later you started to talk with me again. I can say, that I was happy again. You definetly thought that I stalked you again on August 31, but I wasn't. I was with Madis, Kadri and Laura. Next day we all went to Zoo and I thought you might come too, but you already had plans so I didn't want to bother you. You still remember the day at Zoo with me don't you? I still do and that makes me sick-minded right. Ok lets go on. On 6th September I had doubts to call you or not, but I still did. Don't think, that I stalked you again. I called you because came from Õismäe and went to Go-Live, which we never maded, because we were all the time in Eat. I remember I called you more before that and it was due the reason that I wanted to buy switch from Õismäe and then came back through Mustamäe. I had a free time and didn't know, what to do. I have never stalked you, even if you thought so. Then the 14th of September, when I called you to come running 21km. I got the answer, but I didn't understand it. And thats why I came to you house. That irritated you, I get that, because our home is our castle, right. And some time later you suddenly blocked me, without the reason and that maked my mind to go crazy.  I started to find the reason, but I didn't find it. Some time went by, I didn't want to think about you, because I already got some health problems and et cetera. And then you wrote one poem, that made me think again... I really didn't want to. After that I wanted to not think about you again, but thanks to one person, who I don't want to name, I started again and still do... Right now I don't want more from you to understand me and that I don't have any plans with you exept being a friend that I use to be.
Now I must point out the weird candy tricks, which was the stupiest thing I have ever done. First it worked, you forgave me, atleast I though so. Second time you started to hate Laura. There is no reason to hate her. Let me make it more simple. At that day, when you wrote that bad messege to Laura, I was with her. Yes, I was in Tallinn that day. I had a choice : me or Laura. Then I realized, you rather see Laura than me. So I held the distance. After that you started to hate Laura, but why? That she didn't know what else to do to help her friends? So I please you, that you will make up atleast with her by christmas. I know you will hate me at Christamas and to the end of your life...
Talk things trough... First time, when From smileyface Max to sick-twisted bastard... time was February 2008 when


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